Back again...

Ok, so I didn't post yesterday because there was really no big news. Ava and I got to hang out all morning becuase I had my late day at work. I sure had fun playing with her and she had slept good. She was happy and laughing when I left for work. I came back after work close to her bedtime so that wasn't great. She was feeling a little sick and fussy during the day and then started feeling better in the afternoon. We noticed there was a little drainage coming from her wounds and were worried so we had the doctor paged. Later the nurse let us know not to worry because her external shunt was still getting fluid out as needed.

Ava slept great last night, she went to bed a little after 8 and didn't get up until her nightmare came true and they came in and woke her up to draw blood!!! ARE YOU KIDDING ME...who draws a babies blood at 6:30am??!! I don't know what they were thinking, my poor baby. I was about three minutes behind them. I had left to get some breakfast and came back to them stickin' her. And in the arm with no vein too, so they had to do it again. Seems Ava only has one spot on her body to draw blood and that is her right arm (guess I'm supposed to remember that forever and stick a sign to her:) HA! After that fiasco, her Doctor and his huge team came-seriously, right after. They were concerned about the fluid that had seeped through her dressing and they were upset that they hadn't heard about it (the Nurse had paged and made a judgment call when the Dr. on call didn't call back-but she didn't follow through and page them again). I was a little upset about how all this was going, but they decided to change her dressing and I like the new way it is wrapped better.

That was not a great start to the day and for me, and sitting at work, it just got worse. My mom stays with Ava during the day while Eddie and I are at work, this evening when I saw her she was happy and feeling like Ava had a good day, but from what I learned from her earlier email, it didn't sound like a good time. Ava threw up every time she ate and seemed uncomfotable for a while. Eventually they decided to put her on a anti-nausea medication and she started feeling better. They also made a few changes to how all her stuff is rigged and what needs to happen in order for her to be up out of bed and hangin' out with us. By the time I got back here, Ava was doing great and seemed to be feeling better and BONUS, I still made it in time to relax together, snuggle, and put her to bed. If only I could snuggle with my guys too:( I really really miss them. I can't wait to see Eddie tomorrow and Nicholas hopefully the next day. I haven't seen either since Monday if I am remembering correctly.

Today was terrible for me, I guess it wasn't as bad for them as I thought but I was a broken person, aside from everything else I can't help but worry about all of my other responsibilities. I am already working through my lunches this week to make up for some hours last week and now I found out that I have to get a couple more extra hours in before her Surgery! Really-could this week get harder. Im already commuting to see my littlest baby in the hospital and now I get held up even later. Most people wouldn't even be at work at all--including myself if I had any other option or more days left available to take. Im so glad for all the help we get. Grandparents ROCK!! Both sets help us stay sane with all of their help. I've even been offered meals and cleaning in order to help us cope and that is aside from all of the support, good listening, compassion, and prayers. Thanks so much everyone! Im so glad to have God as my solid rock to stand up under and so glad for all the other solid rocks He's placed in my life. Each of you is a gift. Usually I can do this...I'm on "autopilot" as me and Eddie now say, but right now, I can't do it alone anymore. I need you guys and I need Christ who never leaves us even though we constantly forget to rely on Him.